{"id":1058495,"date":"2021-05-12T12:49:08","date_gmt":"2021-05-12T16:49:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/?p=1058495"},"modified":"2025-03-04T16:50:02","modified_gmt":"2025-03-04T21:50:02","slug":"i-love-you-but-im-too-scared-to-say-the-words","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/megan-glosson\/2021\/05\/i-love-you-but-im-too-scared-to-say-the-words\/","title":{"rendered":"I Love You, But I&#8217;m Too Scared To Say The Words"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>We&#8217;ve been a part of each other&#8217;s lives for quite a while, but the stars just recently aligned for us to become something more than friends. You mean the world to me, and I would do anything to freeze this picture-perfect moment where we&#8217;re finally able to caress each other and explore what we&#8217;ve both been dreaming of for eternity.<\/p>\n<p>When I fall in love, it happens quickly, and it happens hard. But I know from past experiences that love doesn&#8217;t work this way for everyone. So instead of confessing how I feel for you, I keep telling myself to stuff it deep down inside of me and never let it go.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t help but love you \u2014 but my brain tells me not to say it just yet.<\/p>\n<p>I lie awake for hours, replaying every moment of our time together in my head. I hold onto you as you fall asleep, cherishing the moment I hope will never end. My thoughts race as three little words find their way to the tip of my tongue, yet I just can&#8217;t find a way to tell you how I feel.<\/p>\n<p>I know exactly what I&#8217;m feeling, but something inside of me keeps saying it&#8217;s too soon to tell you what I feel because you may run away in fear. <i>What if it&#8217;s too soon? <\/i>Given the way I feel, I don&#8217;t want to ruin it all with three silly words.<\/p>\n<p>I love you so much I feel it in my bones, but I worry that telling you this would ruin what we have.<\/p>\n<p>We wake up next to each other, then take a moment to just hold hands while we talk about everything and nothing all at once. We share our innermost desires, and I start daydreaming of the future life we could build together. I want to share my life with you entirely, both the good parts and the bad.<\/p>\n<p>Yet no matter how amazing this all feels, I&#8217;m terrified to confess my love and give you any kind of power over me. I worry about you breaking my heart, a heart that I was foolish enough to give. Yet I keep giving you pieces of it anyway, and this confession is no different.<\/p>\n<p>My feelings for you grow with every breath I take, and it scares me beyond belief. I know I&#8217;m falling for you, and no matter how hard I try, I can&#8217;t fight it or even slow it down.<\/p>\n<p>The truth is, I love you\u2026 but I&#8217;m too scared to say the words.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I can&#8217;t help but love you \u2014 but my brain tells me not to say it just yet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":36248491,"featured_media":1058496,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"thoughtcatalog_call_to_action":"","tc_post_redirect":"","thoughtcatalog_is_sponsored_content":"0","footnotes":""},"categories":[603230228],"tags":[603191664,3785,603195687],"anchortext":[],"posttemplate":[603196126],"adcampaign":[],"coauthors":[603189499],"class_list":["post-1058495","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-random","tag-collective-world","tag-love","tag-romance","featured_content-nrml"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/05\/martin-guido-umfkncorq9q-unsplash.jpeg","author_meta":null,"photo_credit":null,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1058495","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/36248491"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1058495"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1058495\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1058497,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1058495\/revisions\/1058497"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1058496"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1058495"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1058495"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1058495"},{"taxonomy":"anchortext","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/anchortext?post=1058495"},{"taxonomy":"posttemplate","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posttemplate?post=1058495"},{"taxonomy":"adcampaign","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/adcampaign?post=1058495"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=1058495"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}