{"id":1154937,"date":"2025-10-07T05:36:00","date_gmt":"2025-10-07T09:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/?p=1154937"},"modified":"2025-10-09T15:39:12","modified_gmt":"2025-10-09T19:39:12","slug":"the-formative-moments-that-shaped-my-life-as-an-avid-reader","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/trisha-bartle\/2025\/10\/the-formative-moments-that-shaped-my-life-as-an-avid-reader\/","title":{"rendered":"The Formative Moments That Shaped My Life As An Avid Reader"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"is-style-introduction\">I remember the first book I ever &#8220;read.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I put that in quotes because what I&#8217;d actually done was memorize my favorite <em>Berenstain Bears<\/em> book so I could recite it as I turned each page. While it may not actually count as reading, it&#8217;s such a universal experience for those who grew up surrounded by books. I&#8217;d beg my mom to read me the same book over and over until I knew the trials and tribulations of that adorable bear family from front to back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As I got a little older and no longer needed a parent to read every word for me, my life shifted from the books I owned to the wealth of the written word at the local public library. We lived just a block away, so I&#8217;d spend afternoons running my fingers down the spines of the <em>Sweet Valley High<\/em> chapter books or, sooner rather than later, the &#8220;true&#8221; ghost stories of the non-fiction section.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-thumbnail\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" height=\"552\" width=\"384\" src=\"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Scary-Stories-to-Tell-in-the-Dark.jpg?w=384&amp;h=0&amp;crop=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1155119\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Scary-Stories-to-Tell-in-the-Dark.jpg 696w, https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Scary-Stories-to-Tell-in-the-Dark.jpg?resize=384,552 384w, https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Scary-Stories-to-Tell-in-the-Dark.jpg?resize=640,920 640w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 384px) 100vw, 384px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark<\/em> was a staple, its watercolor nightmare illustrations making me terrified to reach over the gap between by bed and nightstand to turn off the light as I went to bed. To whisper, &#8220;I know no one is in there,&#8221; to my closet in hopes that nothing would answer back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At around 10, I was finally ready to graduate to the big kid books in the library&#8217;s Young Adult section. Suddenly my love for scary stories boiled over into the works of R. L. Stine and Christopher Pike, thus creating one of my favorite memories as a young reader.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-thumbnail\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" height=\"614\" width=\"384\" src=\"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/The-Midnight-Club-Christopher-Pike.jpg?w=384&amp;h=0&amp;crop=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1155120\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/The-Midnight-Club-Christopher-Pike.jpg 850w, https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/The-Midnight-Club-Christopher-Pike.jpg?resize=384,614 384w, https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/The-Midnight-Club-Christopher-Pike.jpg?resize=640,1024 640w, https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/The-Midnight-Club-Christopher-Pike.jpg?resize=768,1229 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 384px) 100vw, 384px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>I came home from the library with four Young Adult books, eager to start reading&#8211;and so I did. Starting around dusk, I read one. And then another. And then another. Just as the sun was coming up and the birds began chirping, I finished the fourth and final book, and the only one I can actually remember so many years later: <em>The Midnight Club<\/em> by Christopher Pike. The end of this epic night in which I read four novels from front to back ended with me sobbing for the ill-fated characters in that novels, and I wouldn&#8217;t have it any other way.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>By 11, I was done with the Young Adult section. But what else could I read? To my child&#8217;s mind, the rest of the library was off-limits to me. Those were for <em>adults<\/em>. And yet, I couldn&#8217;t stay away. One sunny afternoon I crept into the fiction section, wary that I may be caught and ushered out of the library. I stepped into a random aisle&#8211;authors with last names that started with K. I saw Stephen King, a name I knew, and <em>It<\/em>, a book whose made-for-TV miniseries I loved, and grabbed it. I was in the &#8220;adult&#8221; section for only a matter of seconds, but that was all I was willing to chance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image aligncenter size-thumbnail\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" height=\"566\" width=\"384\" src=\"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Stephen-King-It.jpg?w=384&amp;h=0&amp;crop=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-1155121\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Stephen-King-It.jpg 1017w, https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Stephen-King-It.jpg?resize=384,566 384w, https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Stephen-King-It.jpg?resize=640,944 640w, https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Stephen-King-It.jpg?resize=768,1133 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 384px) 100vw, 384px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Checking out <em>It <\/em>by Stephen King was a harrowing experience for 11-year-old me, not for the killer clown-filled content I would quickly gobble up, but because I was worried the librarian checking me out would yell at me. This book is for adults! But she didn&#8217;t say anything. She let it pass as if it was nothing. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I went on to read that whole 1,091-page book. And then I got my own copy and read it again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In adulthood, even though I&#8217;ve now been a reader for decades, I still have moments that make me so grateful for the written word. It&#8217;s in the days when it&#8217;s raining and all I want to do is snuggle up with a good book and some hot cocoa. It&#8217;s the nights when I can&#8217;t put my book down, so I stay up until 4 AM crying into the pages as I finish it, accepting that I&#8217;ll be a mess the next day. The little memorable moments as a reader continue on, growing and changing with the seasons. And just like reading a book, I wonder about my life as a reader: What will happen next?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I remember the first book I ever &#8220;read.&#8221; I put that in quotes because what I&#8217;d actually done was memorize my favorite Berenstain Bears book so I could recite it as I turned each page.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":186664081,"featured_media":1155476,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"thoughtcatalog_call_to_action":"","tc_post_redirect":"","thoughtcatalog_is_sponsored_content":"0","footnotes":""},"categories":[603230228],"tags":[603230691],"anchortext":[],"posttemplate":[],"adcampaign":[603230690],"coauthors":[603229736],"class_list":["post-1154937","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-random","tag-beyond-the-page","adcampaign-beyond-the-page-amazon-books"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/priscilla-du-preez-WWD93Icc30Y-unsplash.jpg","author_meta":null,"photo_credit":null,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1154937","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/186664081"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1154937"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1154937\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1155122,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1154937\/revisions\/1155122"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1155476"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1154937"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1154937"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1154937"},{"taxonomy":"anchortext","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/anchortext?post=1154937"},{"taxonomy":"posttemplate","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posttemplate?post=1154937"},{"taxonomy":"adcampaign","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/adcampaign?post=1154937"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thoughtcatalog.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/coauthors?post=1154937"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}